Damn, damn, damn

Zana si inca ceva...

Didn't feel like myself these days... i need a break, big time....
undeva la munte... intr-o cabanuta.... un apus superb.... o cafea buna... si cineva special langa mine...
Well... i think i'll just stay home in my bed, tea in hand and music around... waiting the bad mood to just fly away...

Tell me darling true... what am i to you?

Ador melodia asta....
What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
Deepest shade of blue

When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so

If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you

Yeah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies

I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you
What am I to you
What am I to you

Music makes my day!

Something old...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FPPm4y3s_58
Something new...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZYbEL06lEU
Something borrowed...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jLPSLYbJT_0
Something blue...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNyGK7ymW0k

illusions

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams
That you've dreamed of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
And the dreams
That you've dreamed of
Dreams really do come true

Someday
I'll wish upon a star
And wake up
Where the clouds are far
Behind me
Where troubles melts
Like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.....

Movie vs Reality: What do you want from me?

In filme ai curajul sa zici orice... in realitate nu e chiar asa...
"I tried, so.... i really tried, but i can't... because i can't forget and i can't get over it(though i tried that too), so i decided to stop being an hypocrite and act like nothing ever happened and look as i really don't care(though i care) and begin to act as i feel...
so what? now i am a complete bitch... and you don't like it!
Get used to it! You turned me into one and you didn't even appologize!
I like myself as i am and i don't care anymore what you think about it. When you'll realize you were wrong and yes, you did something that hurt me, that you still are and stop complaining about this... maybe we will work it out. But till then, i am happy with this bitch inside myself!
Thank you for listening! Now how about cofee?"

Christmas again...

I'm not getting any Christmas feelings!
Something is wrong....not with me, but with the rest of the world!!!!!

if i were...

...Sunt atat de obosita...Asa as vrea sa fii langa mine...

...caut o culoare sa ma faca s-adorm...

Miss you....