What ever happens tomorrow...

am o stare ca si vremea...
...
mai este putin timp si 5 lazi de bere vor ajunge in posesia mea dupa castigarea unui pariu facut acu aproximativ 4 ani... si doar am zis ca eu castig pariurile....

No doubt....

...mereu mi-a placut melodia asta...eram prin liceu cand o urlam la karaoke...nu avea un meaning anume....dar imi placea...
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

...so cold

Am auzit intr-o reclama la un film si m-a cam obsedat;)))...
imi place...
..this house no longer feels like home...

Dezamagire...

Ciudat...ciudat cum lucrurile se schimba...ciudat cum oamenii se schimba...ma intreb adesea... cine s-a schimbat de fapt eu sau ceilalti?...
...asa m-am intrebat si ieri...cand am vazut ce am vazut...
Nu credeam ca ar fi posibil asa ceva vreodata dar uite ca Dumnezeu se incapataneaza sa ne arate mereu ca nu avem dreptate...
...din nou mi-am luat un sut in fund...de data asta mai dureros decat primul, acesta venind de la cineva si mai apropiat...
Se intampla...eu sunt proasta aici, pentru ca am avut incredere si pentru ca am sustinut o aparenta...
Si ce faci cand viata iti da un sut in fund?...ii dai si tu unul si o iei de la capat...
...si am ajuns la capatul nostru...

i'm smiling today...

Vreau...

Vreau...
sa reusesc sa ma descurc singura...
Vreau...
sa nu depind de nimeni...
Vreau...
sa nu imi pese de nimeni...
Vreau...
sa fiu ceea ce vreau fara sa privesc in jur...
Vreau...
sa fiu propiul si singurul meu stapan...
Vreau...
sa nu mai plang cand am prea multe emotii...
Vreau...
macar o data sa ma priveasca la fel cum o privesc pe ea...
Vreau...
Dar nimic din ce fac nu e indeajuns...
De azi nu-mi mai pasa...de data asta chiar nu-mi pasa...

Mare...

...inchid ochii si ascult valurile...

why go?

Stay a while [2x]

I didn't know you'd be here, and I wasn't meant to come.
I'd be sitting watching TV if there was anything decent on.
If I made some coffee, would you sit and talk some more?
I know words are usually pointless, when you used them all before.
The way you smile fills the room --
Stay awhile. Kick off your shoes. Don't go. Please stay. --
It always happened this way.

Why go? When you can stay awhile,
when you could stay with me, tonight.
Why go? When you can stay awhile,
when you could stay with me, tonight.
Don't go..

I didn't know you'd be here, and I wasn't meant to come.
if I'd missed the taxi or found nothing good to wear.
But for some uncertain reason, some strange and uncertain reason,
this is how it all, it all began.
The way you smile fills the room --
Stay awhile. What's there to lose? --
The way you laugh, when I say, Don't go. Please stay.

Why go? When you can stay awhile,
when you could stay with me, tonight.
Why go? When you can stay awhile,
when you could stay with me, tonight.
Why go? When you can stay awhile,
when you could stay with me, tonight.
Tonight...

sunt nori pe cer...

Of... e aiurea...totul e aiurea... imi vine in minte mereu intrebare "si daca..."... mi-e frica... e ca si cum as fi ajuns la un capat, dar de fapt nu exista un capat...
asa mi-ar fi placut ca totul sa fie mai simplu... e ciudat...cand esti mic vrei sa cresti mare, iar cand esti mare iti dai seama ca e mult prea greu si vrei sa fii din nou mic...
...un vis, o poveste... nu vreau sa ma trezesc...si daca?...
nu vreau sa ma gandesc!...

i don't know who i am without you...