illusions

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams
That you've dreamed of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
And the dreams
That you've dreamed of
Dreams really do come true

Someday
I'll wish upon a star
And wake up
Where the clouds are far
Behind me
Where troubles melts
Like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.....

Movie vs Reality: What do you want from me?

In filme ai curajul sa zici orice... in realitate nu e chiar asa...
"I tried, so.... i really tried, but i can't... because i can't forget and i can't get over it(though i tried that too), so i decided to stop being an hypocrite and act like nothing ever happened and look as i really don't care(though i care) and begin to act as i feel...
so what? now i am a complete bitch... and you don't like it!
Get used to it! You turned me into one and you didn't even appologize!
I like myself as i am and i don't care anymore what you think about it. When you'll realize you were wrong and yes, you did something that hurt me, that you still are and stop complaining about this... maybe we will work it out. But till then, i am happy with this bitch inside myself!
Thank you for listening! Now how about cofee?"